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MY HEART'S HAVEN
A storm could
darken and thrash the skies
The sun could
wither and scorch the earth.
Yet, in the oasis of
your mesmerizing eyes,
that incandescent smile,
and your warm hands enveloping mine,
I feel safe.
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bring me along when you leave for that world, baby
It's true, that at this rate, I'll never be truly happy in a relationship. Honestly, it's not that I don't love you. I do; it's just that it's not enough for you. And I don't blame you because if I can't bear to love you more than I love myself, because if I can't endure being the one who loves more, then my love will always be insufficient. And any more, would just feel forced on my part.
I wanted things to work so badly then, and now I wonder why I just gave everything up at that moment. I felt relieved at first, because I can finally love just me, myself and I. Then I realised that I still wasn't happy. In fact, the only thing that I achieved was running away from the trauma I was fighting so hard to get rid of. Once again, I was back to square one. Sometimes I wonder what to do with myself.
steal my soul; 3:18 AM
